:: A man and his blog.... ::

:: 12.19.2007 ::

Well it's been a while, and I'm finally sitting down at my pc without much to do. I'm less than happy, quite sad really. Things were going great for me. I found love and it was mutual, things were terrific. I messed it up. I said some hurtful things. I cant take things back, and I am sorry for it all. I just want to mend the wounds and get back to what it used to be. I'm torn apart on the inside, as is she, but our broken hearts don't need to bleed. I'm sorry I suck at life, sorry I wanted it all. I'm certain we'll work through it but not sure what we'll be. I dont want to change a thing, I just need to find a way to deal with my problems. I know you hate me posting here about you at all, but it's my place to vent. Nobody reads this anymore, nobody cares what I say here. I'm not looking for pity, just saying it's not Postsecret or anything, so I've got few if any readers. I cried, sobbed and balled my ees out like never before last night. I couldn't breathe. I've never felt like that before. It hurt more than ever, more than anything has before... and all I want is to right the wrongs, move on hopefully she'll still want me around to get past this hiccup.
:: Jeremy 9:21:00 AM [+] ::
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