:: A man and his blog.... ::

:: 7.06.2003 ::

Hmmm... very boring and "long" 3 day weekend. Well.... I was online talking to a friend, Lindsey, and I told her that I have a fiancee. She didn't know, and apparently she held some emotional bond to me, so she got really mad. Okay, so I misinformed her by not letting her know I had a fiancee. She was the second person to get mad at me for it. The first was another friend named Julie. So now that I upset two women regarding this issue, I decided to tell everyone. So I just started telling all of my online friends. Sonia took it well, and was "happy" for me. Jackie took it good too. A few people even said... Who are you again... so yea... they didn't mind. Lexxi is just disappointed in me. I also know Lexxi is one of the few people who read my blog so just because I can... I'm sorry. For anyone else out there who might read this and doesn't know... you do now. Anywho... I tried to tell everyone I know, but some people are unavailable. I think my friend Kacie will take it bad too, but I'm not too worried about it. I figure it is my mistake and this is the best way to fix it. Come out, tell the truth and disappoint as many people as I can, all at once. Being dishonest is an interesting thing with me, and I guess I took the online relationship thing a little too losely, and adverse effects have been noted. Basically, I now have a giant dent in my character and since I'm so good at hating myself more than anyone else could ever hate me, it will be interesting to see how I change.

Other than that.... things are not too bad. I'm TMO'ing my stuff today... so no more computer, no more stereo, no more x-box, no more department store sized collection of clothing to chose from... Just the bare essentials. Hmmm... I'm down to like 10 days left in the Marines. It's just so darned interesting. Things are quite interesting... my life is entering a new state and I'm just struggling to "find" myself again. Adios, have a good one and TTYL. Once again, I'm sorry if I hurt any of you, and if any of you wish death, or undying hatred upon me, I am here for your punishment as well as my own, I say, do your worst.
:: Jeremy 7:27:00 PM [+] ::
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Wow... the new blogger.com stuff is... ummm... unique? Anywho... sorry I haven't posted in awhile. Hmmm.... I'm checking out of my unit... All in preparation to leave the island and go home. I have 6 working days left in Okinawa, and 9 working days left in the Corps. I only have 9 days and a wake-up until I am gone... and ... 14 days and a wake-up until I am out of the Marines. Woo-hoo... life was never meant to feel so good. Hmmm... good times, good people. I dunno... that is my newest catch phrase. Hmmm... I dunno... smile and nod. Hmmm...

Within the last week or so a lot of my friends have left. Now, I'm left with nobody over here. It's okay... because I'm leaving soon too... but it kind of sucks you know? Anywho, I'm really excited about getting out. I cannot complain at all. I made a new friend a week ago or so. She is pretty cool... she is in her "icky boy" mode, but she is pretty cool regardless of her lack of desire for relationships. She practically has no job what-so-ever, so I just go to her office and kick it with her sometimes... just to chit chat and chill. Hmmm... I dunno... she is almost out of the marines too. Anywho... whatever, right? She is one of the odd types of the women marines... she is one of the "non-whore" women... which is very cool. A lot of females in the marines are straight up sluts... since they don't take money for their actions... Anywho... that is besides the point. I'm doing good though... nothing too shabby. Life is "good" right now... at least as good as it can be. Well... I think I'm going to get going. You have a good one... smile and TTYL
:: Jeremy 5:25:00 PM [+] ::
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